PENIS POSSESSORS

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Yup, that's what I call them; the toxic alternative to men. They lead with it, their penis. The unhealthy energy is all over them. I know what some of y'all are thinking and asking, "Bo, how can a man NOT lead with his...manhood?" And, I would like to ask y'all a question. If a male somehow no longer has his outer "manhood," is he still a man? Is the only way to determine if an individual is a man, not just male, by the penis alone? Is it then, possible for a woman to have this "man" energy? I'll answer this last question for you. In my opinion, yes. Manhood is not simply determined by the presence of a penis. Hence why I call the alternatives to men, penis possessors. This is all they believe they have. I've been emotionally and sometimes physically attracted to what I call, the duals: androgynous individuals. They are magnetic and magnify the duality I possess within myself. So, I may be attracted to myself 🤔 Well, YES...as we all should be...just not to the extreme of narcissism. Sexually, I haven't been pleasured by a dual; but, I am not closed to the possibility. I mention this because oftentimes we hesitate to admit our attraction to duals for fear of personal homosexuality. This is no longer a fear of mine. I get drunk off masculinity, always have, always will. But, this masculinity can present in a myriad of physical manifestations. Currently, I find myself drawn to an individual with reserved, masculine energy. But, as we have not yet met in person, I am not certain he is who I believe him to be. On the other hand, I know him in my souls' gut, I know him. I wonder if he is a dual. I Love Y'all 💚💚💚💚 AnomaLeOverT.I.M.E 💚💚💚💚💚

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